I pray for the day when I don't have to think about you and do this.
Maybe one day we'll be friends and work through all of this.
More thank likely we'll never speak again, and one day that will be okay.
For now I sit here red faced recalling your memory and every second you are a part of.
All told over a year where we didn't go more than four days without speaking.
Also to the friend that we share only because you know me: fuck off and give her back.
And this is how I'll end my night with this post.
awesome.
-E
1 comment:
I think what's most important here is that you change "because you know me" to "because you KNEW me," things are very different now and even if I only knew you from reading about you from start to finish, I would still be able to say how much I admire the strength you've gained over the past couple of years.
And so, he doesn't know you anymore because you have grown in a direction that hurts until you're far enough away from where you were when you started and you can turn around for a second to appreciate the things that will eventually shadow all of the bad parts.
I love you.
Also, you said "awesome" and in my head I thought it was the same way I say awesome, maybe because I had probably just said it. Yes.
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